ayyoob 10:1-22
10 nafrat hai mujhe apni zindagi se!+
ab main chup nahin rahoonga, man ka gubar nikaal doonga,apni saari kadvahat ugal doonga.
2 parmeshvar se kahoonga, ‘mujhe doshi mat thehra.
bata, kyon mujhse lad raha hai?
3 mujhe satakar, apne haath ki rachna ko dutkarkar tujhe kya milega?+dusht ki chaalon se khush hokar tujhe kya milega?
4 kya teri aankhein insanon jaisi hain?kya tu hum nashvar insanon ki tarah dekhta hai?
5 kya teri zindagi nashvar insanon jitni hai,jise dinon aur saalon mein gina jaa sake?+
6 tu kyon mere andar galtiyaan dhoondh raha hai?kyon mujhmein paap khoj raha hai?+
7 tu jaanta hai main doshi nahin+aur koi mujhe tere haath se nahin bacha sakta.+
8 toone apne haathon se mujhe dhaala aur banaya hai,+ab tu hi mujhe khatm kar dena chahta hai?
9 hey parmeshvar yaad kar, toone mujhe mitti se racha hai,+ab tu hi mujhe mitti mein mila dena chahta hai?+
10 kya toone mujhe meri maa ke garbh mein nahin daalaaur mujhe aakaar nahin diya?*
11 toone mujhe maans aur khaal ka odhna pehnayaaur haddiyon aur nason se mujhe joda.+
12 yah jeevan teri hi den hai! tera pyar mere liye atal raha,toone mera dhyan rakha,+ meri jaan* salamat rakhi.
13 lekin man-hi-man toone mujh par museebatein laane ki sochi,*
main jaanta hoon yah sab toone kiya hai.
14 jab main paap karta hoon, to tu sab dekhta hai+aur mere gunah maaf nahin karta.
15 agar main doshi hoon, to dhikkar hai mujh par!
lekin agar main nirdosh hoon, to bhi sir uthakar nahin chal paaunga,+itna apman aur takaleefein jo sahi hain mainne!+
16 agar main ghamand karoon, to tu sher ki tarah mujh par toot padega,+ek baar fir dikha dega ki tu kitna taakatvar hai.
17 tu mere khilaf naye-naye gavah khade karta hai,tera krodh mujh par badhta jaa raha hai,tu mujhe dukh-par-dukh de raha hai.
18 kyon toone mujhe maa ki kokh se paida hone diya?+
achha hota main vahin mar jaata aur mujhe koi na dekh paata.
19 tab mera hona, na hone ke samaan hota!maa ke garbh se main seedhe kabraa mein jaata.’
20 kya mere din ginti ke nahin reh gaye?+kaash! parmeshvar mujhe akela chhod de,apni nazrein mujhse fer le ki mujhe thodi raahat* mile.+
21 kyonki bahot jald main jaanevala hoon,ghor andhkar* ke us desh mein,+ jahaan se main vaapas nahin aaunga,+
22 sooni kaali raaton ka woh deshjahaan haath-ko-haath nahin soojhta, jahaan koi vyavastha nahin,jahaan din ka ujala bhi ghane andhere jaisa hai.”
kai footnote
^ shaa., “kya toone mujhe doodh ki tarah nahin undela? aur paneer ki tarah nahin banaya?”
^ ya “saansein.”
^ shaa., “aur toone aisi baaton ko apne man mein chhipa rakha.”
^ ya “khushi.”
^ ya “andhkar aur maut ke saaye.”
