ayoob 30:1-31

  • ayoob ne apne badle halaata bare dassya (1-31)

    • nikamme lokaa duaara mazaak (1-15)

    • lagga ki parmeshwar ne koi madad nahi keeti (20, 21)

    • ‘meri chamrri kali ho gayi’ (30)

30  “hun jehrre aadmi mere utte hassde han,+oh umar vich mere to chhote han,ohna de pitava nu taa mai kuttya naal vi na rakhdajo mere ijjarr di raakhi karde han.   ohna de hatha di takat da mainu kee faida hoya? ohna vich zor hi nahi reha.   thud te bhukh de kaaran ohna da bura haal hai;jhulsi zameen ’te jo milda, os nu oh kha lainde han,ha, barbaad atey ujaad ho chukki zameen ’te.   oh jharriya vicho namkeen booti ikatthi karde han;jharra diya jarrha ohna da bhojan han.   baradri vicho ohna nu kadd ditta gaya hai;+lok ohna ’te ive chilaunde han jive chor utte.   ohna da basera tang ghatiya* diya dhalana utteatey zameen te chatana diya khudda vich hai.   oh jharriya vicho pukarde hanatey bichhu bootiya vichkar jurr ke baithde han.   oh moorkha atey gumnam lokaa de puttar han,ohna nu desh vicho bhaja* ditta gaya hai.   par hun taa oh apne geeta vich vi mera mazaak udaunde han;+ohna layi mai ghirna da paatar* bann gaya ha.+ 10  ohna nu mere naal nafrat hai te oh maitho door-door rehnde han;+oh mere muh ’te thukkan to vi nahi hichkichaunde.+ 11  kyoki parmeshwar ne mainu nehatha* atey neeva kar ditta hai,is layi oh mere samne belagaam* ho gaye han. 12  oh bheerr di tarha mere sajje pase aa kharhe hunde han;oh mainu natha dinde hanatey mere raah vich vinash de nake laaunde han. 13  oh mere rastya nu torr dinde hanatey meri bipta nu hor vadhaunde han,+ohna nu rokan vala koi nahi.* 14  oh mano kandh vich paye vadde paarr thani aaunde han;barbaadi de naal-naal oh vi rurrhe aaunde han. 15  khauf mere utte aa painda hai;meri shaan hava vich udayi jandi haiatey mere bachan di umeed baddal vang gaaib ho jandi hai. 16  hun meri jaan nikaldi jandi hai;+dukha bhare dina+ ne mainu jakarr lya hai. 17  raat nu peerr meriya haddiya nu cheer suttdi hai;*+tez dard mera khehrra nahi chhadd-da.+ 18  poore zor naal mere kappde* di banavat kharab kar ditti gayi hai;*eh mere kurrte de collar vang mera gala ghuttda hai. 19  parmeshwar ne mainu chikkarr vich sutt ditta hai;mai khaak te raakh ho gaya ha. 20  mai madad layi tere agge duhayi dinda ha, par tu mainu javab nahi dinda;+mai kharha hunda ha, par tu bass mainu dekhda hi rehnda hai. 21  tu berehem ho ke mere khilaf ho gaya hai;+tu apne hath de poore zor naal mere ’te hamla karda hai. 22  tu mainu chukk ke hava de naal udaunda hai;fir tu toofan vich mainu idhar-udhar uchhalda hai.* 23  kyoki mai jaanda ha ki tu mainu maut val lai javenga,ha, os ghar vich jithe har prani ja milega. 24  par andro tutte hoye insaan* nu koi nahi maarega+jado oh aafat de same madad layi pukarda hai. 25  kee mai aukhe daur vicho guzran valya layi nahi roya? kee mai gareeb layi dukhi nahi hoya?+ 26  mainu kujh changa hon di umeed si, par bura hi hoya;mai chanan chahiya, par hanera chhaya. 27  mere andar machi halchal thammi nahi;dukha bhare din mere utte aa paye. 28  mai udaasi de ghupp hanere vich turya firda ha;+ sooraj di kiran nazar nahi aaundi. mai mandli vich utth ke madad layi duhayi dinda ha. 29  mai giddrra da bhraatey shutarmurg diya dheea da saathi bann gaya ha.+ 30  meri chamrri kali ho ke jharr gayi hai;+meriya haddiya sek* naal sarrdiya han. 31  meri rabaab sirf matam manaun layi vajayi jandi haiatey meri bansri ron di dhun layi.

footnote

ja, “vaadiya.”
ib, “kutt-kutt ke bhaja.”
ib, “ik kahavat.”
ib, “meri kamaan di rassi dhilli kar ditti hai.”
ja, “aape to bahar.”
ja, “ohna di madad karan vala koi nahi.”
ib, “meriya haddiya vich chhek keete jande han.”
shayad ithe os di chamrri di gall keeti gayi hai.
ja sambhav hai, “meri bhyaanak bimari ne mera hulia vigarr ditta hai.”
ja sambhav hai, “bhyaanak haneri vich mainu ghol dinda hai.”
ib, “malbe da dher.”
ja sambhav hai, “bukhar.”